When I adopted this giant cat in October '08, he took to me and we've been buddies since. When "Miss Remy" was on her way out of the house, he sided with me and refused to deal with her. He loved Tonia and Jess as roommates, and every one of my friends who has dealt with him over the years has loved the big furball. Haley fell for him, as he is a charmer to the female sex. Even Randal liked him, though he wasn't in the most social mood, being shoved in a Penske truck in winter, his owner force-feeding him Valium.
Diesel has been one of the most solid things in my life in the last few years. Unfortunately, he's old. I didn't know precisely how old he was when we adopted him, but within the last couple of weeks he's shown to be well over ten years, possibly as old as fourteen. For a cat this big (he's been as heavy as 38 lbs, and physically he's a giant), he's got healthy bloodwork and his bones are solid. However, over the last few months, his digestive tract has been slowly failing him. Two weeks ago I had to take him to the emergency vet, where we discovered that his entire intestinal tract from stomach to anus was completely filled and not moving. $661 later, he was flushed out and at first seemed to be recovering.
That was short-lived. Diesel has megacolon, meaning he's lost the physical ability to move his bowels for any reason. He is in pain when he is trying to use the box...enough that his cries have woken me up from a dead sleep. There is no treatment that will improve his condition of living.
As much as I don't want to do this, I have to face that soon, Diesel is going to have to be put to sleep. It's killing me. I haven't felt like this since my father was in Hospice. I'm not certain when yet, but I'm resigning myself so that I can face that day.
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