I met a long lost relative the other day..reminded how short life can be, me being disabled myself. This relative, I thought he could do anything.
aged a lot. been 20 something years.
we lobster fished when I was 15, that was 25 years ago. he had 7 strokes and he is looking at the big nap. This startled me into another dimensia.
my younger brother is caught up in a mess so deep, he won't be taking over dads trucking before his retirement.
me?
I gained 35 pounds back, still looking like a wired junky...but I tried something today.
I got in my dads kenworth w900 when no one was looking and tried the clutch out. my leg is very very bad. I have known the routines of trucking since I was 10...I turned 40 this year.
the clutch was easy. my sube at stage 1 is more of a blippy kicker than that milky smooth w900 today.
So, I grabbed a cdl book and an application, this will only take a few weeks...
after 17 years impossibled.
I was also reading my military record could aid in haz mat of the national security kind. I may take a bigger leap than intended.. whatever.
my brother, father, uncle and I standing in the same place after 20 something years..
we all came to maine together, built our own road, installed our own sewer and maintained the water..
there we were all caught up in some very real dead ends.
Scary.
I am just going to step up to know I can keep trying.
I got my 99 cent leg brace from salvation army.
aged a lot. been 20 something years.
we lobster fished when I was 15, that was 25 years ago. he had 7 strokes and he is looking at the big nap. This startled me into another dimensia.
my younger brother is caught up in a mess so deep, he won't be taking over dads trucking before his retirement.
me?
I gained 35 pounds back, still looking like a wired junky...but I tried something today.
I got in my dads kenworth w900 when no one was looking and tried the clutch out. my leg is very very bad. I have known the routines of trucking since I was 10...I turned 40 this year.
the clutch was easy. my sube at stage 1 is more of a blippy kicker than that milky smooth w900 today.
So, I grabbed a cdl book and an application, this will only take a few weeks...
after 17 years impossibled.
I was also reading my military record could aid in haz mat of the national security kind. I may take a bigger leap than intended.. whatever.
my brother, father, uncle and I standing in the same place after 20 something years..
we all came to maine together, built our own road, installed our own sewer and maintained the water..
there we were all caught up in some very real dead ends.
Scary.
I am just going to step up to know I can keep trying.
I got my 99 cent leg brace from salvation army.
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